Saturday, July 15, 2006

Self Deception!

I believe in God and good, God is not real. I would have had red cheeks by repeated slapping or burnt marks or broken bones by now if He were to be in real. How self deceiving can I get? I pray to God, quite often. It is one of the means for me to find concentration and solace. A means to believe in a belief. Unfortunately, over last three weeks, I have been mean, a swindler for myself. I have been promising to myself and to God every night that I would pray to Him the day next. The next day morning, I would be convinced myself, it is God; it is okay if I don’t do anything today. He won’t punish me for not doing anything and postpone my prayers. I am sad by my act and I should be sorry for that. SORRY!

7 comments:

Harsha S Rao said...

You better be sorry!

Anonymous said...

Guru, God speakin. Stop being Sorry. Stop thinking your actions are sad!

Enjoy Life

myaxl said...

Hey there have always been contradicting statements/beliefs when it came to talking about GOD. Personally, I see HIM as a supernatural force/power who is with me all the time:-)

Guru said...

@harsha.. I am being sry... I think I should stop doing that..

@Anon God.... I dont think all my actions are sad... some are prety obvious!:)

@myaxl...yes i do believe in something similar... at times we need to enforce that belief in ourselves i guess

Rafiki said...

Hey so you think ur in control for ur actions of praying and being sorry???

Guru said...

@rafique.......

I guess I am in control of my actions and procrastinations in this particular matter and I am to blame for that... should learn from past.. "I NEVER LEARN" !

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